the hole is far larger than
we though it would be
statistically speaking
(the first two years don’t count)
it shouldn’t have happened this way
what use now is medical expertise?
there never was a doctor in the house
just a lot of regret
and a lot of hate
and one scared little girl
who wishes she was god
(because then she wouldn’t have to ask
to beg
for love)
because of her own stupidity