the hole is far larger than
we though it would be

statistically speaking
(the first two years don’t count)
it shouldn’t have happened this way

what use now is medical expertise?
there never was a doctor in the house
just a lot of regret
and a lot of hate

and one scared little girl
who wishes she was god
(because then she wouldn’t have to ask

to beg

for love)

because of her own stupidity