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{Dream-logic rarely succeeds.}Archive for August, 2008
Black Hole
the hole is far larger than
we though it would be
statistically speaking
(the first two years don’t count)
it shouldn’t have happened this way
what use now is medical expertise?
there never was a doctor in the house
just a lot of regret
and a lot of hate
and one scared little girl
who wishes she was god
(because then she wouldn’t have to ask
to beg
for love)
because of her own stupidity
Absense
They got a divorce, Aylin and Zagreus, and now it’s up to me to pretend that I’m happy about it.
All for the best in the best of all possible worlds, right?
I fucking hate gardening.
Don’t Tell Me
baby, don’t tell me that you lost your soul
I’ve been carrying mine ’round in a bowl
so at least you don’t have to look at yours
dirty thing that it is I’m kind of surprised
that I haven’t gotten rid of it yet
(thrown it out with all that emotional baggage
and the entire contents of my filing cabinets)
I’m drowning under a sea of my childhood
kicking and screaming as hundreds of years
of fallible ways and infantile curses
press down upon me and I heave
HEAVE and up comes the soul
like so much poisoned shellfish.
